June 2010
13 posts
the good, the bad, and the listy...
List of Bad
Everything’s all fucked up.
Work is full of bullshit.
My coworker pulled a serious bitch move on me today.
I’m behind on a rather big project for work.
I have trouble focusing lately.
Things with Marc are….strained. Don’t know how else to put that.
I feel crappy about myself.
My finances are kind of awry.
My house is a mess.
My hair is weird.
My tummy...
loveyourchaos:
i really want to believe in heaven, you know, because i really want to see you again.
been sleeping better this week. it makes a huge difference.
things with dave are pretty great, and that is happymaking.
something’s been going on for the past couple weeks though, in another area of my life, that’s been getting me pretty down. i dont want to talk about whats going on. i just want to be able to say that something is, and that it’s having an effect (affect? never...
COOKIE CAKE PIE
KENNA & EMMY — THIS IS FOR YOU…
…TO MAKE FOR ME! LOL.
But seriously. Let’s do this:
Cookies, Cakes and Pies are basically the holy trinity of baked goods. Separately, each is wonderful in its own way. Cookies and milk after school. Birthday cake. Pie at Thanksgiving. But what if—just what if—all of this awesome could be combined into one singular...
May 2010
25 posts
polyamory is hard and causes me lots of heartache.
why do i have to choose the hard road? life would be so much easier if i just walked the well-trodden path. sometimes i really wish the “normal life” fit. i’ve tried, tho, and it just doesn’t. life is not one size fits all.
I am all-the-fuck about this.
I fully admit it. I am a dork for LotS. And this most recent episode was FUCKING HOT. I love Cara.
In sad, much less hot news, I’ve heard rumors that LotS will be cancelled after this season. Hearing that makes me feel like this:
and this:
I feel like crying all the time, and I don't know...
And just as suddenly, I feel like laughing at myself.
Dissolving into a mess of giddy and hollow, laughing and gasping and sobbing until I’m empty of it all.
I don’t know how I feel, only that I do and it’s intense. It makes me feel lonely and isolated, this inability to interpret or explain. All that’s left to me is wordless expression, this pressure in my chest, this...
As my older sister
skeletoninthecloset:
zombree:
skeletoninthecloset:
You’re obligated to hang out with me.
Just so you know, we’re hanging out soon.
I miss you and I like sleeping on your couch.
You free this weekend? Saturday works best for me! (I have class on saturday 9am-5pm)
^_^ Not this weekend, but you bet your cute self I’m all free next weekend.
Bah!!! Next weekend I am out of town. Thwarted!...
“There’s no need to miss someone from your past- There’s a reason they didn’t...”
– Unknown (via brokenmachine)
As my older sister
skeletoninthecloset:
You’re obligated to hang out with me.
Just so you know, we’re hanging out soon.
I miss you and I like sleeping on your couch.
You free this weekend? Saturday works best for me! (I have class on saturday 9am-5pm)
my sisters = awesome
oh my god, i love my sisters so much! they are the awesomeness. its been way too long since we hung out. hey guys, you free this weekend?
“I love you, I thought.
But I didn’t say it. It was not that I feared she would...”
– From the novel Beastly (via littlemiss)
Fuck my heart. Been there, done that.
preliminary beltane afterthoughts
With Beltane behind me, how do I feel? I feel like change, I think.
I spent the event feeling like I didn’t fit in. Feeling detached and confused by the events around me. Everything was Very Pagan, but I don’t think that’s why it felt so inaccessible. There was definitely something missing. I’m still trying to figure it out.
My dissatisfaction with the event…or...
April 2010
77 posts
