been sleeping better this week. it makes a huge difference.

things with dave are pretty great, and that is happymaking.

something’s been going on for the past couple weeks though, in another area of my life, that’s been getting me pretty down. i dont want to talk about whats going on. i just want to be able to say that something is, and that it’s having an effect (affect? never know when to use which…) on me.

it’s weird to feel blue-ness from one section of your life pervade all the other parts of it. sometimes i wish i could compartmentalize better…not that it would be healthier to do so.

im trying to be happy about all the good going on. i think im doing pretty well. but i just have to get it out that im sad about this thing thats going on, and i cant get past it, and its pulling me down. yeah, im happy happy happy about a hundred things, but im sad about this one and it’s weighing on me.

there. i said it. im sad. will you go away now, mr. blues? im tired of your company.